"i'll stay fierce, and i'll stay wild"

"it's okay; everything will be all right"
that phrase haunts me sometimes
as i lie in bed staring at the ceiling
counting the ceiling tiles that aren't even there
or sometimes i'm just trying to sleep
but usually that thought of you
lurks over my conscience and even my consciousness
for i don't think those mistakes you make
are ever going to be all right
whether they be mine or yours (or even ours)
because time is gonna catch you
you're going to lose that trust you've never found
and then what will you say
when you've gone and fucked it up
and lost everything you never had to lose